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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jun 29, 2006 20:21:54 GMT -5
Bear didn't know what had just happened or how to answer that. He just looked ahead. He felt his cheeks heat up with embarassment. But suddenly, she began to pace to the mound ahead, and pawed at it. His eyes threw open a little wider, and he trotted up, and asked kind of shakily,
"Whatcha pawing at?" Ooc// sorry, low muse^^;
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Post by Apollo on Jun 30, 2006 10:25:12 GMT -5
Audits flipped toward Bear as he spoke and her limb rested easily on the mound. Was he alright? It sounded as though something was bothering him. Was he sick? She turned her cranium toward him, worry within her silver pools.
"Are you sure, you're okay?"
Her lyrics came out with worry written all over them. What was wrong with Bear? Perhaps Allura and Ares were around? Was Midnight getting to him? What could it be? Whatever it was...it was sure hitting her worry bone.
"Oh, I dunno. This thing just seems kinda odd out here.."
She spoke quietly, her voice still tinted with the worry. Turing she began pawing the mound again, 'tis time with less power and attention was focused on her seemingly restless mate.
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jun 30, 2006 11:48:25 GMT -5
Bear wasn't sure if the mound was what he though or not, but White Wolf seemed to want to know. A hint of worry tinted her voice as her lyrics wrote a voice. He Decided maybe it wasn't worth worrying about. But the mound... Maybe it wasn't what he thought. He decided it was worth a check. He pawe slightly to reveal bark. It was a tree?! He worried for nothing. It was just a coincedence...
"I am fine. I guess I just thought something not true..."
He said with a large sigh of relief.
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Post by ÛžBeachbaby411Ûž on Jul 2, 2006 12:16:13 GMT -5
Midnight watched Bear as he walked over to the lump of snow and pawed at it. She was curious as to what he thought it was, but decided no to ask. She thought it best if she didn't stay much longer.
Well, I better go now... bye Bear, White Wolf.
She nodded her head to each horse in turn as hse said their name, then trotted away, long, floating strides carried her quickly. She stopped at the top of a hill and looked down at the horses. She smiled, her friend seemed so happy, and that made here happy. Ooc// It is morning, I have no muse in the morning -.-
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Post by Apollo on Jul 2, 2006 18:49:04 GMT -5
As her hoof met something hard, she nuzzled it as to revealed bark. A smile played across his silver kissers and she turned to Bear as he spoke. Audits pricked up in question, though she decided not to bother him. Extending her boa, she nuzzled his shoulder softly. As she did, her warm breath floated into the air and ran over Bear's shoulder. Gaze turned and focused on the leaving form of Midnight. Why had she left? Deciding not to bother she smiled and gave Bear another soft nuzzle.
ooc:// Bleh...Guessy who comes next posty.
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 2, 2006 22:04:45 GMT -5
Bear felt her nuzzle his shoulder, and her warm bearth. He smiled, and nuzzled her shoulder, but felt releif, yet very embarrassed.
"I am sorry for acting strange just now, I've no clue what happened..."
He said with a sigh. He tilted his head at the noise afar, but he decided not to bother.
Ooc// I just heard a new song, and I feel the need to put some lyrics on Bears new piccy^^ *goes to make it*
I fear whats about to happen in the next post O.O Bear is still healing, I wonder how he'll react...
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Post by Apollo on Jul 2, 2006 23:15:46 GMT -5
A small smiled was placed across his silven kissers as Bear returned the caressing touch.
"It's alright, though what....."
Her voice started out soft, but was cut short and faded into silence as her gaze had moved to the other horizon. Her heart skipped a few beats. No....
*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
The pain will never go away; The wound will never heal. The evil that was done to me Is now my eyes, my heart. The black will never turn to gray; The blood will not congeal. The violence is never through; The past does not depart.
The red speckled from swayed through the snow, advancing along slowly. Okay...so he had lost his way home, because of all the snow. Snorting and shaking his cranium, snow fell the the ground. Her chest plowed through and he continued on. Determination drove him, but worry was filling in. Where was Allura? A horse could easily fall going all out in this snow. Stopping and raising his tiara, he gazed out across the endless expanse of white. Time will merely make my whole, Consuming what I am: Part sufferer, part comforter, Part victim, part new song;
Sighing, he shook his cranium and walked on, topping a small hill he froze at what his ebonite pools met. No. No, No, It couldn't. It couldn't. Ares backed up, though his limbs froze...no...It couldn't be. Bear...
Part mother of an angry soul, Part child of despair, Part witness and part conqueror Of all that you did wrong.
Audits pinned, flat against his skull. Who was that beside him? Then his heart skipped a beat as the figure became familiar. No....Whitewolf. A snort emitted from the stallion, and front right limb lifted then stomped into the snow. He had not seen Bear since that battle. He was the reason for Kadaj's death!
What Did Revenge Taste Like?
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 2, 2006 23:32:11 GMT -5
Bears eyes lifted to see something unexpected. It was something he'd not seen for along time, and he he hadn't wanted to. The crimson stud appeared so unexpectedly, he reared back, almost falling over, and galloped around White Wolf, and got right in front of her, lowering his head protectively.
He felt his heart racing. What did he want? Ares had... Stole a happy life, did he just want to ruin another one? He'd already done that once... he snorted, not willing to talk, but shivering now not because of the snow, but in rage. He hated Ares in every way. But he couldn't just out and out attack Ares... where was Allura?
he was sure she would've followed him... They hadn't broken up, had they? That would have amused him greatly. But he wasn't about to laugh, even if it was so. Just in seeing Ares made him reach out into his soul, and find pure anger and rage... and it wasn't about him taking Allura. Kadaj could've lived if he'd listened to Bear. That was Kadaj's mistake though, but he could not blame him. If he'd been there, he'd've done the same.
But now, he stood there, between his love and his hate. But he also stood between a sister and a brother. Ares would make her hate him! If he did, Bear knew how to destroy his life...
But Bear wasn't like that anymore. How could he hurt someone else, just to please himself, and conquer nothing. He could now admit he was imperfect.
He sighed deeply, though his eyes still condemed Hate and pure disguist. His breathing was taken deeply, and he stood his ground hard, hoping Ares wasn't here just for satisfying himself and getting rid of Bear's happiness...
"What do you want?"
He said darkly, his voice hissing deeply yet firm, that could now be his vocals sewing these lyrics this darkly, but they had come from him, so unrealistically.
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Post by Apollo on Jul 3, 2006 9:58:20 GMT -5
The cloud hued mare shied slightly as Bear rushed around her then stepped in front of her, a shield from her own brother. Snorting she shook her tiara lightly and stepped around Bear, coming to his side. Audits flicked forward then pinned. What did Ares want?
Did he come here to to get back at Bear, or had it been a honest mistake? Ares sure looked surprised when he saw Bear. Where was this Allura? From what Bear had said she should be dogging Ares. The mare moved about restlessly, her barrel bumping into Bear lightly.
What could Ares possibly want?
*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
Ares's pools hardened as Bear rushed around his sister then took the defense around her. Orbs watched her walked around him and join at his side. His heart pounded, adrenaline rushing through is body. No, he couldn't just attack Bear. He had finally mended everything, and he wasn't going to let Bear shred it all over!
Snorting, he turned away from the pair. Just seeing bear disgusted him and pulled at those strings that would kill with no mercy. The strings everyone seemed to break. Once broken, he was a cold blooded murderer. Perhaps Bear liked seeing him in despair and broken.
Shaking his cranium,, he turned back toward the pair. A look of pure disdain planted across his features. How much of the truth had Bear told his sister? That Bear was suppose to kill him? That Bear had perhaps gone back on his word. Yes, Bear was suppose to kill the winner...and that winner was still alive.
Revenge sounded sweet throughout his head, but Ares refused. He didn't want to go back to how he had been. Why did Bear have to come now, when everything was mended? Ares snorted, he should've killed him on that raining night. Left Kadaj and killed Bear. No, he shouldn't think of that. He had changed...and hopefully for the better.
Orbs rolled as Bear spoke, his voice dark and hissing. Tossing his cranium, limbs extended and he moved down the hill at a bouncy trot. Boa arched and steps high, he did not care about Bear. Orbs moved off of the pair and shot across the area...where was Allura?
Snorting, gaze moved back to his sister and greatest hate. Limbs came to a halt a few feet from Bear, the side opposite from his sister.
"Why is it always what do I want? What are You doing here? And how much of the truth have you told my dear Sister?"
His lyrics spilled out in a normal tone, though the tint of hate was into them.
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 3, 2006 11:20:49 GMT -5
At Ares lyrics, they sounded disguisting in Bears ears. He had told White Wolf everything. He loved her so, and she understood when he was wrong and when he was right. She knew Bear had been rotten self centered, But Bear knew that it was mainly Kadaj's own darn fault for his death. Bear had something to do with it, but what was Bear to do? He told them to stop, but no, Kadaj did not. And Ares couldn't stay calm and back off like he should've. How on earth could he've stopped it? Ares probably told everybody it was all his fault. He tried to stop Kadaj from the beginning, but when Bear next looked up, he was gone. Ares and Bear were both cornered in this, but still Bear felt that Ares should pay. But he did not receive anything from revenge, so he decided against it. From the sound of Ares lyrics, he hadn't changed.
"I told her everything. From when I was a stupid idiot to when you were as well. And our being here is our business alone. It's not for revenge if you are thinking"
He toned Angered, but not as darkly as before. He stepped a little forward. He feared that Ares would hurt White Wolf. He'd forgotten her, hadn't he? Maybe he hated her... Maybe he just forgot her? He didn't know. He didn't feel right to interogate her. He felt the right to protect her, but from her own brother?
He turned his cranium to White Wolf, as if to ask if she wanted to talk to her brother or not. If she did, he had no right to stop her. But her could not help but feel a horible burning, like an angered animal, trying to get out. But Bear resisted. Could he?
Could this end up how he feared?
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Post by Allura on Jul 5, 2006 20:24:51 GMT -5
Worry filled Allura's soft brown pools as she trudged through the deep snow. Her black limbs were almsot fully concealed in the white wetness and it was hard to even walk. After Ares had disappeared over the rise of the second hill, heading home, Allura had tripped in the deeping snow. Then she'd lost sight of him and begun to worry. She'd hurried home and called for him, but he wasn't there. So she'd bowed her cranium and arched her boa against the strong wind and cold snow as she headed back to the Hills.
Now here she was, plowing through near- chest high snow, in search of him. Her worried gaze sifted through the white, trying to spot his red form. As she mounted a rise, she stopped dead. The sight below mad her cringe. She was standing behind two forms, a white one that blended closely with the snow, and a redish-chesnut one. There was no mistaking who it was. Redwood. Then her gaze shifted to the third form, a light speckled roan one. Ares!
She knew he would be able to notice her, but the other two, who's backs were towards her, wouldn't. She didn't want to get into this all again, maybe she could make a run for it? No, she couldn't leave Ares. Even from some odd yards away, she could see the troubled look in his orbs.
Her black limbs began to pick up a trot, her pace slow and labored. Soon her black figure was drawing abreast Ares, as she circled aroudn the other two and turned to face them.
"Ares, I'm so glad you're alright."
Her lyric's were soft and filled with relief, but became much harasher as she spoke again.
"So, we meet again, Bear. Who's this?"
She peered apprasingly upon the cloud hued fae at Bear's side, her expression grim and hard to read. [/center][/i]
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 5, 2006 20:43:24 GMT -5
The sounds of trotted quickened behind him. Bear knew who it was immediately. Seriously, where'd Ares be if not Allura far behind? Bear thought to ignore her question, she wasn't worth talking to, that lier. But he was better than that now, he was surprised Allura had the guts to talk him. Especially after what she did.
"She's to choose to answer that, not me, you lier."
He growled darkly.
"I cannot beleive you went this low."
He said, this time head high, voice average, ears back show offy as if to show he was better. He didn't care if Ares protect her, he didn't care. She could die for all her cared, he hated everything about her. From her looks to her attitude.
He stepped closer to White Wolf, If they dared even near her...
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Post by Apollo on Jul 5, 2006 23:14:28 GMT -5
Silver hued optics followed Ares's form as he made way toward them. Looking deeply at the many scars and wounds that had appeared in his pelt suddenly. Well she hadn't seen him for years, perhaps.
When Bear turned toward her, she shook her tiara lightly and stepped back slightly. She wished not to get involved, though she feared she already had. It felt as though two ropes were pulling her. Each of the same strengths. Love and Family. It was difficult, oh so difficult. *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* Audits pinned at Bear's lyrics. They were screeching to him, though probably they were normal. He snorted lightly as Bear showed concern for Whitewolf. Why would he hurt his own sister? Not even he would go that low. Ha, Bear probably though one as him couldn't love. He loved his sister plenty.
"Good, cause If you lied to her, I wouldn't resist crushing your skull!"
Lyrics started out softly, but hardened into that hissing voice. Orbs were harsh, unreadable. How could everything go so very wrong. He had just been looking for Allura. Then Bear appears again...With his sister! He felt his heart beat hard against his chest. Part of him wanted to kill Bear so badly. Though that part had chained over.
He snorted as Bear turned toward his sister. He understood her not wishing to talk to him. She could break that rope of love. He had broken it quite a few times. Perhaps now it was secure. Though he doubted it with Bear's return.
Audits pricked as the faint sight of ebony was on the horizon. Turning his ebonite gaze off of Bear a smile moved across his kissers. Allura. He was relieved to find she was alright. Waiting patiently for her to come abreast to him, he answered her lyrics quietly.
"Allura, I'm guessing you're alright?"
He extended his cranium and nudged her shoulder gently. Hoping to help her feel more relaxed in the presence of Bear. As she spoke again he backed off. Oh man...Audits pinned and he worried what might happen.
Though when Bear answered and gave his little show, a quick sort emitted from the roan.
"Don't talk to her like that. If anyone should be called vile names it should be you. Perhaps you've forgotten your words on that night? You were to kill the winner, no matter what? Well I'm still alive. Oh, and if you must know we just came back from a little talk with you're sister."
His voice sounded out harshly, warning within its tone. he shifted, slightly in front of Allura. Bear had crossed his line far to many times. This time, if it happened, one of them would be here no longer. *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* Audits flattened as her gaze moved upon the shadowed mare. It was Allura. Bear had told of her, all of it. Audits pinned and her hearts began racing quickly. The adrenaline pumping. Stepping away from Bear, she came up beside him. Her side to Allura, though cranium faced her. A look of pure disdain plastered upon it.
"Don't look at me like that, wrench. My name is my own and to all I wish to tell it to, and you are not one of them!"
Her lyrics sounded out harshly, far different than her normal voice. She hated this mare, complete hate. Orbs of silver were hard, not hiding her vile emotions toward the mare.
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 6, 2006 2:10:52 GMT -5
Bear just kinda looked out at his Chordial tune. He knew what he wanted to say, but he had to figure his lyrics before reciting them, but only 5-10 seconds, not willing to make them wait. His maw formed through rogue but reposed tone
"Seems like you now like death do you? First reminding me I said I'd kill you and then saying that if I lied to White Wolf, Who I'd never lie to, you'd kill me. If there are any liers, it'd be her over there ( He pointed his nuzzle toward Allura ). Seems we're at a draw here"
He smiled, carelessly. He let out a little nicker and looked up for a quarter a second then looked back at Ares.
"And why should I be called Vile names? Some promises, which I never did promise, but still, Some are better left unchecked. For instance, if you want me to keep my promise and kill you, thats fine. Or, I could break a promise, which again I never promised, and not kill you and risk getting injured."
He said, not showing fear, but more now layed back in his words. He was surprised how White Wolfs lyrics spat, he'd never heard her like that. But then again, he'd never seen her angry, and never planned for her to be... and if they even made her displeased, well, he just didn't know what he'd do.
And now Ares was getting mad that Bear just so happendly fell in love with his sister, who he either forgot or didn't care for? Lifes either small, or madness He took a little amusment, but not enough to show it at all. But then again, Ares didn't know... Maybe he should tell how Allura lied to him and couldn've helped save the fight...
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Post by Allura on Jul 8, 2006 7:58:27 GMT -5
With a snort of outright disgust and a look of blazing hate, Allura listened to the pair's lyrics. She smirked briefly after the fae's then her face hardened again. She listened to Redwood's, then she could contain her temper no longer. She arched her boa and lifted her fore limbs a few inches from the ground, then punched them into the turf with a hard thrust. Her eyes flashed dangerously, but she managed to keep from completely exploding. Her black pelt was stretched tight over bunched muscles as she stood tight and hostile, like a coil ready to spring.
"Well so much for good first impressions. "
She said, her voice soft, but tinged with mockery, as she glanced momentarily at White Wolf.
"Cause the one you just made was something awful. But, because you're Ares's sister, I won't humor you with such a rude reply as I really wish to. Instead I will just say, you can't possible know anything about me other than what Bear has said. And from the looks of it, he got the story all wrong. Like with Kadaj. "
She couldn't resist throwing that in there. She just couldn't. But Allura knew what a stir it would cause, and she smirked.
"Oh and Bear, how am I the liar? When you've been lying to people left,right and center about me? Everyone you told about me only heard what you wanted them to, to make me look bad and you good. Well, maybe White Wolf here would like to hear the real story? About how you tried to break up me and Ares, and let Kadaj challenge him to a fight for no reason! How you let a stallion, with a mate, your own sister for heaven's sakes, and her foal, you're nephew, go fight with a chance of dying! And for nothing!"
She glared at clouded mare, her pools filled with slight amusement.
"And you, you think I'm the bad one, the liar. Well let me tell you something, Bear only cares about himself. He even turns his back on family. When Kadaj died, Bear left Iris all alone with her colt. Anyone else would have stayed and comforted her, protected her. But not Bear, becuase the only person he truly cares about is himself! "
She paused for a quick breath then continued, her heart beating loud in her ears. Her voice was still steady and even, but heavily shadowed with fury.
" But the real story, the whole truth of the matter, is this.
I met Bear and I fell for him. Soon I confessed my feelings, which he didn't return. I left, broken and angry at myself for being so dumb. But then the day after, your brother showed up on my lands, asking for a place in my herd. At first was hesitante around another stallion, but I felt myself warming up to him. And after just a few hours I knew that I almost made a mistake, loving Bear. Here was someone who was sweet,sincere, and so easy to talk, and willing to love me back. It seemed like a few minutes had passed, thoguh really hours, when my world came to a halt again.
Bear. He had to come and ruin it all.I could tell by the look on the face he was hurt, and I had to be alone, to think things over. But that caused a fight between me and Ares and Bear. And just after we got things patched up between us, mine and Ares's happy ending was f***ed over again. Bear sent Kadaj to challenge Ares to a fight, for no reason, He didn't need to be brought into this.
So Ares left and once again my world was being shattered. Evey time I turned around somehting horrible ahd to happen! But I found Redwood and he gave me permission to stop the fight, but I didn't know where it was. That was the problem, he told me everything but where to find them. But he ended up going there himself anyways, though he said he wouldn't. He's the one who lied. He tod them to stop, but Kadaj wouldn't. It was his own stupidity, aswell as Bear's, that cost him his life that day.
Now, here we are. Everyone knowing what really happened. Bear missed his chance and just couldn't let me and your brother be happy, he was too jealous and dark for that. But this is all his fault now, not mine."
She finished and glanced at the pair then stepped closer to Ares. The memories of before were coming back into her mind and she needed the reassurence she felt from Ares. She pressed her cranium to his shoulder and sighed deeply, trying to forget. Then she lifted her head for just a moment, remember something Redwood had said to Ares.
"Oh, also Bear, if you so much as lay a hoof on Ares, you'll be sorry."
She spat, then rested her head against the roan's strong shoulder again. [/center][/i]
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 8, 2006 11:09:33 GMT -5
(Ooc// I will delete this if you want me to, I just couldn't help it^^)
Bear rolled his eyes at the mare with the temperfit.
"First, you NEVER once confessed that you loved me. I never knew what love was like till I met you. Seriously, who else in the world had I loved? My sister, but not that kind of love. You never confessed anything. So stop your temperfit."
He said calmly, but felt the urge to continue.
"Second, I came there not to ruin Ares and your life. For one second, DO YOU THINK that I knew a stallion I'D NEVER met before was there, and you just fell in love? I was going there to tell you how I felt, because I'd never felt like that before. But then I see you with another stallion, do you Think I was there to ruin it for Ares, this stallion that I'd NEVER met before or NEVER even seen?"
He said, not yelling, but in a medium calm/hard vocal. His lyrics were true though, He'd never go there just to ruin it. But what else was Bear to do?! Run in there and apologies for falling in love? So thats it.
"Third, I never sent Kadaj. HE sent his foolish self there, despite that I didn't want him to. So it's his own fault there, not mine, yours, or Ares. HIS. His choice."
Bear meant that. Kadaj was his best friend, but just because he was friends with him didn't mean that Kadaj had made his own mistakes in foolishness. That was his mistake, and Bear tried to stop him.
"Fourth, I thought you could've easily found them from the noises and screams that were coming just about 1/2 a mile away? It was easily heard. I did leave, and I kept my promise! I would've loved to stay with my sister knowing she was hurt, but I was bound by a promise, which I TRUSTED and put my faith into you that you'd find them. But you didn't even listen."
He realized, he shouldn't hate Ares, though he did. What did Ares do? Allura and Ares fell in love, so nobody's fault. He wasn't sure if it was okay to blame Allura. But he felt the need to for not keeping that promise.
"Fourthly, I want to say that I did keep my promise. I left. But I broke that promise, to go out there, and at least see if you even went over there to SAVE Ares and Kadaj. But you didn't! I broke my promise there, but SO did you! So you've now the right to call me a lier, and I've the right to call you lier."
"FIfthly"
He felt amused how much he had to talk. He took a slight second to nicker, then contiued...
"Fifthly, I will admit. I was selffish, and I still am. And so are you and Ares. Everyone is selfish, they just can't admit it. Some have done more selffish things than others. Some have barely done anything selffish, but no matter what we do, the emotion of selffishness will always be with us. I used to act more selffish, but now I am so much better than who I was, and you don't know that Allura, cause I LEFT. And you still never told Toff that I'd be gone, and when I got back, she was worried sick. You could've at LEAST told her in that part of the promise."
He felt amused that he halfly DID in fact keep his promise. Halfly, of course, though.
"Also, I am better than fighting now just for revengence. I see you aren't. I try to only fight in defence now, I see that more rightfull. I mean, why should we fight for something we cannot change? Sometimes we think killing will satisfy our lust. But it'll only ashen in depth. A remake will not much end melted gold. Some love gold and want it, but when gold is that hot and liquidated, one cannot reach it without burning themselves."
He said a little amused and still layed back. He'd defend White Wolf till the end if they dared even get near her, but he feared not that. Ares would Never let anyone hurt his sister, not even Allura it seemed. Maybe Ares did love his sister.
What he did not fear that He may die soon, cause if he did, then maybe the world would quiet... What he did fear was White Wolf... If he died, would she be happy, and Ares and Allura just telling her how they FELT Bear acted instead of how he did?
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST DROP THE PAST? They seem to LIVE IN IT!
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Post by Apollo on Jul 10, 2006 13:12:16 GMT -5
Can Worlds Crush Down In A Single Moment?
[/font] Orbs filled with confusion and terror moved toward Bear as his lyrics ripped toward Ares. Audits flattened to her cloud hued skull, showing displease. Even if Ares was violent, and Bear was her mate...it pulled at string as he spoke to her brother. About to speak, she stopped abruptly as the faint sound of crushed soil echoed to her audits. Eyes flashed with confusion as Allura showed hostility. Giving a very faint nicker, she awaited the explosion she knew to come. As her first few words broke the silence, orbs of silver shot toward the ground. Though came back up flashing with hate at the sign of mockery. Though as her lyrics farthered into speech, audits pricked and orbs glanced toward Bear. What did she mean? Bear wouldn't lie would he? No, of course not. Bear wouldn't lie to her, of course not. He loved her....didn't he? Pain stung within her as her thoughts deepened and progressed. Why? It seemed that was all the floated back and forth threw her head. It had so many answers, so many. Orbs of silver moved away from the three forms, shielding what was forming within them. Audits pinned against her skull, seemingly in anger. Though anger was the last thing on her mind. Life was catching up with her, shredding her soul. And what would be the use of picking it back up and piecing it together? Nothing, because it would just rip again.... Catching the look of pure amusement within Allura's pools, Whitewolf pulled her tiara farther away from them. Her words ripped at her, shredding. It was growing obvious to them her soul being batted. She hoped Bear wouldn't attack Ares, he had nothing to do with it. He had just been angered that she had fell for Bear. That was it, he wasn't a monster. She knew, that probably no one else knew about him. How he had a rough past, and a probably rougher future. How no one understood him... As Allura's lyrics spat out the story, many parts differed from what Bear had spoke to her about. Perhaps Allura had it wrong? Or each had a different view on it? Because Bear wouldn't lie to her, would he? No, she pushed away those thoughts quickly. As Bear began to speak, worried and pained pools looked to him. Hoping to reassure her, though it didn't. "I never knew what love was like till I met you."Whitewolf clenched her teeth lightly and looked away, obviously hurt by those words. That had not been sent toward her. What if...no, not possibly. As the story flew threw the air multiple times, she recited little difference. Just different opinions at different points. Shifting away from Bear's form slightly, her pools showed great distress amiss this. She wanted comfort, but not by Bear. He had partly acted in it. Though something plagued her mind, attacking her every thought. "Bear...do you still love her?"The words broke the silence, soft and pained. It was hard for her to even say, and once it had broke into the air, she turned away quickly. "Cause Mine Just Crushed, A Million Time Over..."[/color][/center][/i]
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Post by Apollo on Jul 12, 2006 21:55:39 GMT -5
Everyone thinks I'm a monster... [/size] Orbs were harsh and filled with hate as they stared into Bear's own pools.Though as he furthered, orbs grew softer and it seemed they became clouded. As he pointed to Allura, Ares followed his gaze. At the smile, it seemed the monster within him broke free again and a quick snort emitted from the roan stud. Lyrics remained bounded by chains as he refused to speak, as Bear's lyrics pounded into him again and again. Mind wandered, thinking of Bear's words. That was all that rolled through his mind. Back and forth, back and forth. Shaking the thoughts away, one still lingered. Would Bear actually kill him? As his sister's lyrics spat out at Allura, he couldn't help but let a small amused grin play at his kissers. She was hardly like that. This whole thing was a disaster actually. He had been at the wrong herd, at the wrong time, meeting the wrong mare. What would of happen if he had just left them alone? Would Allura be Bear's mate? Them being happy? It seemed that would of been the best...if he had not come. If he had not existed. Life would be perfect for them. So many would not have been hurt. Everything would have been like a paradise.... At a snort and the crushing of earth, he came back to reality and listened as Allura spoke to his sister. Audits pinned, as he noticed his sister obviously being hurt by her words. He let out a quiet snort, although it was overrun by her words. If she so dared as hurt her..... Then Ares realized what he was thinking, hurting Allura? No, what was that for? She had just been angered by Bear and everything. It was alright. As Allura stopped and rested her cranium on his shoulder, a meek smile moved across his kissers. As she added another sentence, he shook his tiara lightly. Arching his boa, the stud nuzzled her cheek lightly. As Bear began to speak the story again, Ares sighed softly. It was almost like reliving it. And that was not what he wanted. Orbs looked toward the ground. Mixed feelings electric within them. It was all so confuzing....all because of him. Him.... Then as it fell into silence, he cherished it for a moment before Whitewolf's soft lyrics broke. And what she said stunned him. Shooting up his gaze, ebony pools looked into his sister's silven pools. Could she really mean what she said? He glanced down at Allura, a question roaring inside his head. He pushed it away. Of course no, she hated Bear. Suddenly the question that had been in his head before came back. Would Bear kill him? "Bear, If I asked you to kill me...Would You?"He spoke softly, orbs pained and his posture in grief. It seemed the monster inside of him that had been raging was chained. Perhaps he had a mask on the whole time? Was he actually different than he had always been? Though, actually...I'm just a fallen angel.[/size][/color][/center][/i]
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Post by ღRedwoodღ on Jul 13, 2006 0:34:49 GMT -5
There is an ember of live, it is the will to live, burning in all of us...
Bears burning ember in his pit of his stomache ceased to die. It burned like a raging like a forest fire, untamable and dangerous. But he did not show it much... he hoped. but suddenly, WhiteWolf went into his mind. he did not feel her presence next to him... What had he done?
Relivinng it must've hurt her. It was true, Bear had loved Allura until he found out it was fake. He didn't love her still, he was now holding back from attacking her! But still, it was so unbeleivable how life changed, just from two seasons ago...
WhiteWolf seemed horrified and confused. He took a step toward her, but realizing, she didn't want it. And her words hit him suddenly. It splashed like water over him, hitting him again and again... He didn't, Never. He didn't! She didn't seem to trust his words of saying he loved her, He did not love Allura...
The 4 horses seemed to calm, and everything seemed silent. He felt like the world was paused, and he was there, standing between the three other bodies, who were just as alive as he. The crusty snow made no noise nor fell. He backed up 3 steps, unbeleiving what he just heard.
"No. I don't. I don't love her, I love you."
He said, the world seeming to move again, he looked her straight in the eye, trying to show her how true they were... Would she beleive him? Her loved WhiteWolf, he hated Allura! hated! He felt the ember begin to burn, but suddenly, it disappeared. He felt a loss inside him.
Suddenly, firing words came out like a snake from Ares mouth, forming something Bear did not understand...
"Bear, If I asked you to kill me...Would You?" it replayed in Bears mind. Would he? The truth was... he wouldn't... It was strange to feel that way. What was the point and purpose? Why would Ares wanna die? Did he think it'd make Bear feel good, or Allura happy, or make WhiteWolf, happy even, his own sister who just met him in many years?
"No, I wouldn't."
he said, turning to Ares. He wasn't sure what to do. It seemed he wasn't wanted... Ares and Allura, they had everything. But WhiteWolf didn't want Bear... she denied he loved her, maybe he was just not doing anything right... Maybe he should just leave...
There was a pause, Bear wanted to run away. From all this madness, these blames, these angers... what a coward would do. Run away from their own problems. He stood there, backing about 7 steps, he looked at each horse indivisually, and then put his head down, hanging, wishing that this would all be over. He stepped back more, but then stopped. Leaving meant leaving WhiteWolf, and at that thought, it cut him deeply. Why should he stay? She didn't want him...
Nobody did.
Mines no ember, and it's dying slowly.
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Post by Allura on Jul 13, 2006 22:55:34 GMT -5
Pain.
The feeling best known to Allura. The feeling she had felt many times over ina just a few short days. It seemed to linger in her life at all times, always there, if only in the farthest corner of her heart and mind. She wanted it to end. She heard the other's words and felt their pain like she felt her own. She sensed their anger as it mixed with the fury inside herself. But none of it had a reason. Bear had just said he didn't love her anymore, that he loved WhiteWolf. They had eachother, if White Wolf would just believe him.
She knew Ares was caught in the middle, between her and his sister. Allura wouldn't hurt her, not if she could help it. For some reason, she wanted to fix the whole mess. Make it better for everyone. She didn't like the pain, hate and guilt she felt inside her. For once she wanted to be free of all those horrible feelings. She wanted to know what it would be like to be truly happy, truly at ease and to be calmed.
Back to the moment before her. Allura stepped back from Ares, his lyric's digging into her heart, another knife to add to all the others.
Why would he ask Bear that question? Did he want to die? Did he not love her? Did he want an easy way to leave her? She was scared. But then she heard Bear's response. Her shadowed sides relaxed slightly with a sigh of relief. Bear wouldn't kill Ares. But it still bothered her Ares would ask, was it because he wanted ot leave her, because he didn't love her?
Again Allura thought of how it would be to end all the pain and guilt, and make things right, or as right as they could get. She wanted everyone to be happy, everyone else that it. Even if making the rest of them happy, exspecially Ares the one she loved the most in the entire world, then she would gladly take on all they're pain and sorrows, to alteast feel free of guilt.
Queitly, yet boldly, she spoke.
"I want this all to end. I can't stand feeling the guilt of everyone's pain anymore. I will leave if it will make things right. I will leave you Ares, if you really wish to leave me. And I will never come near you and Bear again, White Wolf. I hope you two ahve a happy life together, he really does love you. And Ares, I will always love you with my entire heart, my complete being, and that is why I want you to be happy, even if I'm not a part of it. I'm sorry, for causing you all such pain, and for Iris and her son's loss. I want to be free of this guilt, it's tearing me apart and I can't handle it. Please, just tell me how I can fix all this, please."
Her voice trailed off as she swallowed tears. Her dark brown pools were dampened and she lowered her head, gazing at the ground.
If only forgiving and forgetting wasn't so hard. [/color][/i]
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